My mind tries to relax in meditation of events that have shaped the previous day.
Sometimes, I hate the hours alone. I was with some hope that between truck driving, walking and , production work, there would be a existence that I was comfortable with.
I wish I was earning money with some type of production work that doesn't require my life spent working on a ongoing project.
I sure don't have the answers but, I am always wondering what options may exist in life and, I suppose, I am not afraid to conceptualize from near or afar.
My recent experiences in life are what everybody already knows about life itself; be truthful, just say it as compared to holding it in.
I am only pointing out that it is better to communicate.
The future of my job is a toss up, a new manager wants to please the higher level managers.
It may not sound like much except, it is a printing facility that is continuously loosing ground to online readers.
They are working within a 'reduction model' toward future operations. At some point, they will not need many people, if any at all.
Because of this perpetual downsizing, the management is structured in a crude, often unclear decision making environment.
More than once, I have considered asking the state for clarification of company decisions.
The Four AM Blog:
I added this video several hours later because it is so much better
than the first video that I made this earlier this evening.
I did want to point out that there is a significant difference between the audio onFacebook as compared to YouTube.
I am still here as I sit here and post this video that I made myself!
I used the term 'date rape' to make the subject as bizarre and unappealing as possible;
at least, that's exactly how it came out.
Don't fret over it, it's just a quick encounter with who the hell knows what.
It passes by quickly.